Thursday, the week is coming to an end. Just FYI I am getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow... I am going to write a blog but don't be too sad if it is short or weird or something. And another thing, Sunday will begin picture week
Change scares me. I am often afraid of what may happen. That someone will leave, or that I will move. When people change, that is what scares me the most. Sometimes change can be good, but sometimes it can be bad. It's the bad change that I am scared about. But that moment when you realize that things are changing. That is when the fear hits. When you don't know what will happen next. Honestly life is full of changes. So it is kind of a silly fear to have. I guess I'm just afraid of loosing something, but honestly it probably wasn't mine in the first place. Changes are really just life saying, its time to grow up a little bit. And I believe that when one door shuts another opens, it's just the walk to the open door that can be the hardest. And when things change I also believe that there is something better out there so that's why things are changing cause it's time for a upgrade. I guess i'm not really afraid of life changing, I'm afraid of the people around me changing. I'm afraid that one day I won't be important to them anymore. That one day they will change and I won't want to be with them anymore. That one day they will make bad choices and it will change them. I guess what I am really afraid of is loosing the ones I love. And I don't think that there is really anything I can do to stop being afraid of that. I will just love with my whole heart, and trust them with everything I got, and just hope that I will never loose them.
I guess a good question would be is it better to be loved or to love?
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