For the crazy busy week I have ahead today was actually very relaxing. It's nice to have a day to just relax every once in a while. Tonight I have so much on my mind, it's almost too much to write about.
First, I am utterly amazed at life. Sometimes things just feel so right.Sometimes things just all fall together. and when they do, man does it really feel good. I am completely happy. I am content with life and I wouldn't change a thing. Now that I think about it I wouldn't change a thing about my life even my past. Because my past has brought me to where I am today.
Second, I have this very indescribable feeling. I'm going to try by best to describe it, but remember these words will not be good enough. My heart beats right out of my chest, and I sing like I never knew I could. My mind goes about one hundred miles per minute. Thoughts race through my brain as if they were trying to win gold in the 100m dash at the Olympics. Life seems to pass by, as if I wasn't apart of it, moving too fast for when I fall behind I can not catch back up. It almost feels as though something is building inside of me, but I know it won't burst it will just keep growing and strengthening, and as it grows I will grow as a person. It gives me this inner joy. I enjoy everyday when when it's crappy. This feeling is strange but yet amazing. The way I feel when I get this beyond words feeling is incredible, but honestly I feel this way every day. Ever since I fell in love.
I'm not sure what else to say. I'm in love and I don't care who knows it. Love has changed my life, and that's when you know you are really in love, when someone comes in and turns your whole world upside down, they change your life, they change you.
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