Change in Surroundings

Sunday.... Today must just be full of disappointment. I'm so sorry but I couldn't take a picture today. I thought I would be feeling better after surgery of Friday but today I felt worse than I have yet. I'm so sorry I couldn't get a picture taken. What I'm gonna do is just start tomorrow! I'm so sorry if I disappointed you! But that's what happens in life. Promises are broken, Lies are said, and disappointment happens. I am so sorry! Tomorrow will start picture week.

I think that the other day I talked about change. How people change? Well I do think that people change. I think that people change when they grow up. And you keep growing your whole life. So one can change at any moment. But also it seems like people never really change. When you think to yourself oh well they can change! That they never really do. No matter how much you talk about changing, or how much you tell them that something has to change, it never really does. You may think for a week or so that Oh they changed, it worked! But then eventually they will go back to doing whatever they were doing before. I have learned that you can never change someone. They have to change themselves. The only person you can change is yourself. The only way you can make things change, is to change where you are, where you are standing, how you are looking, and how long you stay. When you change those things that is when the change happens, and those are the only things about someone that you can change. But when all the talking is done, when you have said everything you can say, there is nothing left to do. It may hurt, but the next thing to do is change yourself. Not lowering your standards, but changing the situation. Changing your surroundings. It's the only thing you really can change. And if you really are sick of talking about it, and noting ever happening, where all you get is disappointment, I think it's time to change. It's time for some space. You can't keep letting this hurt you. Space from one another seems to help. But then again, it's so hard to let go. All those wonderful memories come rushing back. All that emotion floods your heart and mind. And then it's worth it again.

The good will always out weigh the bad, no matter what.